Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Why waste it?

Last year while in Korea I bought a wedding magizine. I found this dress and fell in love with it. It was the dress I wanted to get married in. It's the only thing I really wanted for my wedding. James wants a trumpet, I want this dress. I search for a dress shop that carried the line and found. One informed that they didn't carry and it was discontiued. The other shop said they had it. I went and looked at it. My dad paid for it. She called in March and said she was having trouble but that everything was fine. She gave me a new store number and address. I waited two after when my dress was suppose to arrive. I heard nothing. I called the "new" store number and was informed that they weren't doing business with her. I called the old and left about 4 messages. I drove out to the "new" store location and there was nothing. I admit that I then left a message and I did yell and it wasn't very nice. Then store number was disconnected. I have no dress, Angela and Kate now have no dress either.

I've been told that I have been handling this rather well. I'm not that mad. This is my thought. People are naturally evil. They do wrong. It's there sin nature. I can't change people. People do whatever feels right. Expections lead to let down. Being mad and hating this woman won't get me my dress. I won't do anything. Why should I waste my enery and feelings on being mad at this woman when I have other things I could be doing.